HEY! Never mind my last two, three, four...twelve posts! Anyone in the mood for a good laugh? Do you like CAKE? And what kind do you like? I personally prefer pie...but if i have to eat cake...let it be strawberry. With no frosting...I dont' like frosting.

I am what I am. I am who I am. I am gullible sometimes. I try to do that right thing. I listen...I care. And I probably share too much. But...that is what I am made of.

Others will accuse me of things that are go against my grain. Sometimes I've had to readjust my thinking and beliefs according to what others have taught me...whether it was in a friendly way or by way of hurting me. A lesson is a lesson.

I have had some accusations thrown at me in the past 24 hours. I lashed out becuz it hurt me. That's who I am...that's what I do when I am hurt. Wrongly accused of things that I wouldn't do.

So, I will continue to be me and share and listen...but adjust my level of caution.

And today I do laundry and cook for my family and help my son with his science lesson. That's who I am. My family is everything to me.

I should be relaxing and feeling good right now. Nothing major going on in my life at the moment. My daughter is getting better. The nephew is doing okay...not getting in anyone's way...and he is actually a good influence on my son. I only have one last project to work on for my class and it should be a breeze...just a Power Point presentation. He left it pretty open ended as to the subject matter.

The only big things on my agenda is a job. Sure, we'll keep house hunting but I'm not in a huge hurry over it. It will happen when it happens.

I guess that's the thing...it is all so unsettled. Like all those times when we were waiting to see if Troy was going to get a job with a different company elsewhere. Then there was finding a new place to live in a new town...packing...moving...unpacking...finding our way around. This isn't quite as bad...at least we know the town. There will just be the packing and unpacking.

Tomorrow night there will be a house full of guys. TJ's friends are coming over to make a night of video game playing with TJ and his cousin and 'dad' is invited to join in. They got the dinner taken care of...wings. They are planning on eating great quantities of wings...I had to stop at Buffalo Wild Wings to buy sauce. AND, for the adults, my husband has promised margaritas. Not that it will do me any good. I will be hold up in my room with a movie. Trying to stay out of their way. My daughter will most likely be on the computer.

So, why can't I relax and enjoy the reprieve from chaos? I really need to find something to get myself involved in...like a JOB! A job would keep me busy and give me money to spend...for save...

Does that mean I think my life is boring? Sort of...but is could be worse.

I was REALLY worried about my daughter last night. She came home from school...complaining that she was dizzy at school all day and her stomach was really hurting her...and she was very sensitive to pain. She went to bed and didn't get up. We finally pursuaded her to eat some chicken soup...but she had it while in bed. She fell asleep have way through the bowl of it (she set it aside, of course). She was hotter'n a firecracker. She kept asking for ice water. Then, after midnight, diarrhea hit...and it lastest all night. Poor thing. I gave her some pepto and it helped a little. Took her into the doctor's today and had to take her from some stomach scans. They THINK she might be dehydrated and malnurished to a certain extent becuz they THINK she has some kind of inflammation of the bowels and chronic constipation. sheesh!!!! As for the dizziness...that is her fault for not using her allergy nasal spray.

I am waiting for the doctor's office to call with the results of the scan. I find it amazing that you can take them for a scan at a lab and two hours later the doctor is looking at it on his computer.

All I know is...this is the same problem that TJ has had to deal with. Is this a matter of heredity? My mom's mom had this problem. I remember her being bedridden...the toxin level that built up in her!!! Her body lost its ability to fight off viruses and such. She succumbed to pneumonia.

As for that house that we bid on...I told my realtor to tell THEIR realtor for them to go pound salt. There is no way I think that house is worth what they have it on the market for...I'm not in a huge hurry to buy.

Everything happens for a reason. I am more concerned with my daughter's health...and I'm concerned that my son will not live to see his 18th birthday. I ALMOST took him out today. Teenagers...OMG!